About me

I’m a mother, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a friend, a young girl, a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am careful and careless, I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I’m hardworking and determined but a little scared on the inside. I wish on the star and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying on the inside. I listen to others who won’t listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I love you and I push you away. I am everything and nothing all at once. I am more than a pretty face. I am no one, I am me.

From the bottom of my heart…

There’s just so many things I want to say. There is just too much to say sometimes words are not enough or perhaps one just can’t words enough to say it all. Then I came across this song, downloaded it off YouTube… listened to it over and over again (as a matter of fact, i’m still listening to it now while writing this) – well, I guess for all that which I can’t find words enough to say, this song says it all Beautiful song – never came across a song in Malay (well, the singer’s Indonesian though) that is deeply written, and expresses this well.